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intro to me XD
Celina ~~
Just a regular girl trying to fit into this jigsaw puzzle world.
Sweet sixteen and loves chocolate.
Likes to jump,but only does it at home.
Loves cute stuff.
Likes to eat sushi and sashimi.
Wants to try korean bbq.
Misses her ais kacang.
Wants to go to forever 21.
Scared of life's possibilities but..
Tries her best to live it to the max.

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2010
Friday, January 1, 20102:43 AM
yummy looking chocolate pretzels aren't they? :P

In about 10 minutes, fireworks will go off to welcome the new year. Heck, I even hear some going off right now. How typical for people in kuching to be off by 10 minutes. Anyway, I didn't get on just to criticize myself and the people who live around me, I came on to write a post 10 minutes before new Year's Eve, which isn't really turning out to be a big deal in my house at the moment.

As I sit here in my unshowered glory, I am rememebering all the great times I had in 2009, at the same time, pushing all the nasty memories out of my head. But after all, what kind of normal life could I have possibly have had without them? I am so going off topic again here...

Anyway, I wish to thank everyone who has been in my life this year, and I hope to see them again in the next year. Only the people I like of course :)

And of course, new year resolutions . Ha Haha Ha Ha Ha Ha ( in a monotonal robotic voice)

This is probably the first time I've ever put the resolutions down somewhere. Usually I just go ' yep, I will not be lazy in the yr ----' and forget all about it. But this time I'll put it here, and knowing myself, this post will be the first thing I see on my blog, for a very long time.

So here goes:

In 2010 I ..

1. will stop procrastinating.

2. will stop lazing around ( which is a very different reason from no.1 because I laze around for no reason, not to procrastinate)

3. will put more effort in my studies

4. will enjoy myself , with no 1-3 being in priority, hopefully

5. will think of more resolutions to add later but these seem to be the most important at the moment.

Have a good year everyone! XD <3

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forgotten
Tuesday, September 8, 200910:52 PM


Looking for lost dreams,
trying to fix broken seams,
searching for something that has long gone
finding missing jigsaw pieces
finding out they're the wrong ones
continually searching for the perfect match
disappointed that there's nothing there
hoping one day it'll appear somewhere
but what if that day never comes

picking up the broken pieces

crying til your voice is hoarse
engulfed in desolateness
praying, hoping for miracle
that just won't come

wishing the past could be erased

that cruel words could be taken back
that actions could be redone
letting love be left unsaid

tears drop off one by one

falling like raindrops off a cheek
wallowing in self pity and remorse

forgotten
all alone
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dew for ersa
12:17 AM

So many choices have have to been made these few weeks. The words 'should i?' have gone through my head too many times for me to count and is still there. So many huge decisions to make, decisions that will affect my future, which is what make these desicions so daunting. Things like homework almost seem petty compared to these life-changing decisions, which seem to consume my life right now. I have made so many mistakes in the past, and I hope to right them with the choices I have and will make.

So I just hope that everything will turn out alright, and I can achieve what I hope to. After I make these decisions I wish to just sit down and smell the roses, relax and take in everything, just appreciate all the beautiful people surrounding me and be grateful for everything I have.

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Another late night?
Sunday, August 16, 200910:53 PM
I have no idea what to write. My mind is lost in an evergoing spiral. Random information swirl around in my head. Or maybe its just the tiredness.
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Happy Birthday LilliE!
Saturday, July 11, 20092:27 PM
I meant to do this post long ago but I kept forgetting. Sorry Lily. Anyway here is an acrostic poem me and Wei Li wrote up describing you. Hope you're happy with it.. XP


Loves the Jonas Brothers and will defend them to every extent. (you know it~~)

Is the 'type' that is straight-faced when something ridiculously funny comes up (so ridiculous that we don't even know why we even laugh :P)

Lollies, chocolate and anything sweet, for breakfast, lunch, dinner and supper (okay, clearly this is a bit of an exaggeration, you do eat savoury stuff too)

Yaps away at stuff we have comprehended ages ago. (its interesting listening to you argue your case :P)


Without her, life isn't as sweet

Unique, she is the Lily we know and cherish, never to be forgotten

This was made in honour of your birthday, of which you weren't here to celebrate with us :P, because of your absence. Anyway
Happy Belated Birthday!!
Hope you had a fantastic birthday in HK. Your cake looked delicious! hahahahahaha XDXD


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to mizz wazza chia XD
Friday, July 3, 200911:20 PM
Happy Birthday Wei Li!!!!!



~Because time itself is like a spiral, something special happens on your birthday each year: The same energy that God invested in you at birth is present once again. ~



Another year has passed since your last birthday, and you are now a year older.

You're SWEET SIXTEEN! The age of which every girl celebrates with much joy to reach. The age of which new responsibilities have to be taken up with much regret . The age of which we get to get a learner's permit ;), get higher pay for jobs :P, and pay more for fares.. :(

Nevertheless, sixteen is generally a good age to be and I hope you have enjoyed your birthday, and will enjoy the days following it, until your next birthday, where you will get numerous more wishes to last you the following year.




Thanks for being a fantastic friend towards me, Wei Li. XP You are too nice and patient a person, really. Thanks for speaking up for me when I just had nothing to say. Thanks for bearing with me during my coconut-obsessed days, where I would ramble on and on about it, or so you said.. I'll try to behave better with the white shirt. I don't think I actually have said much, but then again, I didn't think I did ramble that much with coconut, so meh..

Thanks for choosing me to be your friend, when you didn't have to. Thanks(?) for correcting my unique pronunciations and laughing at them, okay not really for laughing but yeah.. blueks..><
Thanks for siding with me on the bench thing. Hopefully we'll get to sit more on the wider benches on sunny days, instead of the skinny benches that hurt my butt, the ones ms lillie wu loves. Anyway, also thanks for putting up with my craziness, which is somehow more prevalent in room 25. Thanks for always telling the truth and sometimes, just not saying anything at all. ;P

I really can't think of anything else right now, so I'm just going to once again thank you for being one of the greatest friends I've had. I hope our friendship will last a long time. You are a beautiful girl with a shining personality and I'll not let you forget it.



생일축하합니다

(saengil chukha hamnida)

Peace, wazza ;P

And one last time in English, Happy 16th!


~Birthdays are good for you. Statistics show that the people who have the most live the longest.~



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The white shirt .. XP
Friday, June 19, 200912:21 AM

Revel in the joy and simplicity of balloons~


Today is the last day of 1st semester. What fun it was, there were plenty of good memories. Some more memorable than most. I'll miss you guys when you leave me in Victoria. It's so unfair that BOTH of you have to go during the same hols. But oh well.. Life's like that I guess..

Next week everyone has work experience... except me.. have it the week after instead. Because of this, a lot of potential shopping trips with friends are destroyed.. NOooo.. And cause both of you are ditching me in the hols, I'll have no one to shop with.. All your fault la you guys.. You have to repay me by going shopping a lot the next term.== You owe me!! XD

Anyway.. just going through the stuff I'll remember from this semester.

  • Being in the geo room with may and wei li.. I somehow get crazy by going in there.. O.o.. So many 'incidents' :P
  • Baking!! I love cooking sweet stuff! haha.. - my cookies are better now..totally safe :D
  • Mind and body.. lols.. shut up for any comments about this.. Its interesting k.. I don't think Physics and chem will be as good as this is... ><
  • Our 3 times taking pics in Photo Plus.. HAHHA.. First time didn't work and then decided to take 2 rounds of pics.. LOLz...
  • My birthday!! hahah.. I loved the gifts guys.. THANK YOU!!! I was overwhelmed and touched. XP
  • Umm.. coff coff.. kueh/kuay.. we must get a proper name ler.. white shirt..?
  • The skits we did in youth... LOL.. My roles - the bully who got hit by father sam really bad and Chanelle - ex gf of the evil bunny who got captured and tricked XD
  • Debating in the middle of tha plaza about random stuff like where to sit and the state of some random guy's hair...?
  • Market Day!! loved their bracelets!! Totally awesome! And I got to eat cotton candy after so long!! XD The music was great too!!
  • Today.. lol.. Our lovely photo taking mishaps and crazy laughs. Hope you guys enjoyed your presents from each other.. Will give you guys mine when we go knox which is technically today. Crap.. Oh well

I'm sure there's more than this but this is all I can remember for now.

Hope you all have a great holiday, while you celebrate your birthdays outside Vicotria.

Peace~~ XP

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