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Myharlequinworld
Cos We're all clowns at heart.
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Celina ~~
Just a regular girl trying to fit into this jigsaw puzzle world.
Sweet sixteen and loves chocolate.
Likes to jump,but only does it at home.
Loves cute stuff.
Likes to eat sushi and sashimi.
Wants to try korean bbq.
Misses her ais kacang.
Wants to go to forever 21.
Scared of life's possibilities but..
Tries her best to live it to the max.

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memories
all the way back
March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 January 2010
forgotten
Tuesday, September 8, 200910:52 PM


Looking for lost dreams,
trying to fix broken seams,
searching for something that has long gone
finding missing jigsaw pieces
finding out they're the wrong ones
continually searching for the perfect match
disappointed that there's nothing there
hoping one day it'll appear somewhere
but what if that day never comes

picking up the broken pieces

crying til your voice is hoarse
engulfed in desolateness
praying, hoping for miracle
that just won't come

wishing the past could be erased

that cruel words could be taken back
that actions could be redone
letting love be left unsaid

tears drop off one by one

falling like raindrops off a cheek
wallowing in self pity and remorse

forgotten
all alone
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dew for ersa
12:17 AM

So many choices have have to been made these few weeks. The words 'should i?' have gone through my head too many times for me to count and is still there. So many huge decisions to make, decisions that will affect my future, which is what make these desicions so daunting. Things like homework almost seem petty compared to these life-changing decisions, which seem to consume my life right now. I have made so many mistakes in the past, and I hope to right them with the choices I have and will make.

So I just hope that everything will turn out alright, and I can achieve what I hope to. After I make these decisions I wish to just sit down and smell the roses, relax and take in everything, just appreciate all the beautiful people surrounding me and be grateful for everything I have.

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